So, was the dream how you imagined?, Kara scoffs, her arms tightening on her torso. A plan for world domination, a plan for a machine, a plan for getting out of bed in the morning. Separate sides?, Lena chuckles. Then she laughs. He holds her hand to his mouth, her fingers pressed against his lips. Alex lets out a laugh, stroking Karas head. I do. It was simple. She looks over her shoulder and Kate follows her gaze to the opposite end of the room where Kara sleeps. Hey, look at that, Mon-El says, holding out the slip of paper that reads his fortune. She turns to her, gasping at how quickly the hero could become Kara. My girlfriend is at work, doing some stuff there, and friends are all around me. She spreads her arms, smiling playfully. Maybe you can use this time for a break from superheroing. Sorry, I need to go. Alex sighs, dropping the charts into Winns hands and following him. They walk back to her apartment slowly, the streets bare of civilians at this early of an hour. Cross posted on Fanfiction.net, now caught up. I mean, you know how well she can hide her feelings. Kara! Even the ones you pushed deep down.. You had me believing you actually hated Supergirl., Lena almost chokes on her whiskey. Worried, mostly, about my earth. He feels the bed give next to him slightly and his hand is taken in hers. Character Then her coms werent coming through, and her tracker was disabled. She wears her suit so that when she sees him he will see Supergirl and not Kara. Later, Kara sees Mon-El and Imra on a dinner date at the alien bar while doing something for reporting. In the season finale 3x23 (Battles Lost and Won), Mon-El decides to leave back to the future as he realizes he is needed. Lena watches her, searching her face for some form of aloofness, to make sure that the hero has no idea what she is doing. Cat glances up and sees her, beckoning her with a finger. Every step of the way. She takes his hand in hers, squeezing it softly. Oh, dear sister. Lena quickly sits up, downing whats left of her whiskey and placing the glass gently in her wastebasket. She turns around and gives a small smile, just seeing him made her heart warm. She notices the boxes on the bed, the scrawled. Kara puts a hand on Alexs arm, leaning close to her. She is beaten, bloodied, and bruised. Woah, there. What did she do, if I may ask? Kara asks, suddenly growing afraid. The weigh of the world rests on her shoulders while the future's destiny depends on him. So youre just going to leave? Thank you for stopping by. She thought differently. Anyone I care about will be vulnerable. Youll be fine on your own. Its for Lena. So when she awoke in a dark forest with her heart beating and head screaming to survive the only thing she could do was try. Her eyes water and her face is a wince as she tries to listen. And I think you can agree that both of us are not in the right headspace to work something out. I uh She sniffs, dropping her cape and letting it fall. The day had only been a few hours in real-time, but Mxy was speeding up her alternate reality. Kara pulls away, shifting her purse. She cant have a family or a significant other. Alex raises her eyebrows and glances at Kara sideways. Kara is the reporter that broke down my walls, that invited me to game night, and who will always be there when I need her the most. I missed you too, Kara says, catching his lips with hers and rubbing his back as he relaxes on top of her. But instead of questioning him, she just nods, relying on Mxy to fill in the blanks for her. The window is still open from when she entered a few days ago, and the sound of the city is the only noise she allows. You need to relax and remember who you are. I know how it sounds. Why didnt anybody tell me? Ive known you for some time, now. But her thoughts are instantly wiped away when she feels the surging pain in her chest. If he did, hed look weak. Since when did you quit? Winn asks. When Kara would become too overwhelmed with everything and have to take a break. Hes here? he says quietly, eyes narrowing and watching her closely. He offers her his arm and she smiles, slipping her wrist into the crook of his elbow. Im still on unstable ground with you, but I know you are the best reporter at Catco and I needed a major media outlet to do an article for me. William had been invited back for game night at Karas loft. Let the words speak for themselves and let the audience decide. She mouthes a thank you to her and grabs them, turning back into the bathroom to change. That they have a child who will soon be another super. Kate wipes a tear out of her eye. Her realization makes her weak, causing her hand to drop the bag of takeout. She nods, respecting his decision. She hasnt met her yet. Run! Alex shouts, urging her sister forward. Their friendship was officially over. His body, his essence. I want her to come back to me.. A voice coming toward them stops him in his tracks. Do you ever sleep?, Alex hums, a soft smile playing at her lips. Karas mission is completed and she returns to the DEO with her alien prisoner and something on her mind. Alex, she gasps, rushing forward and taking the beam with her good hand. That was all she wanted. But it wasnthim. Lena straightens, arms uncrossing. He hands it to him, shaking his hand. After, his freak out, the Legion offer to cure Mon-El of his lead allergy and help him control his powers. Im gonna find a training room.. Youre a different kind of complicated. She does a spin, putting a hand on one hip. I am so sorry, she mumbles as she checks him over. He drops the magazine hes reading. A strange question to ask indeed, especially since Lena knew her answer. Lena, hes right, Kara says, losing feeling in her limbs. Living with your brother has been peaceful and quiet but soon enough your peaceful life is turned upside down when you both are forced to live with Denji and Power. When she was fighting the Red Daughter and she failed. I ruined her, Alex. Youre hurting me!, Like you hurt me? Kara yells, burning another hole on the other side of her head. Away from her people. But right now, this version of you in front of me, I wish I didnt know you., And I want to fix that, he says, reaching over and taking her hand. It seemed as if they were getting nowhere. I cant imagine having her so close yet so far away., Its hell, Kate whispers. He did the same thing when Russel first went missing. The woman she had been friends with for so many years was too good, too pure to be lied to. Mxy nods. What happens to them then?. They sway together. But you lied., No. Your lies and betrayal shot a hole through my chest, through my heart, and you need to feel that same pain.. Kara was Kara. Imra sits up, rubbing her face. Her sister has put major trust into this woman. But it ends too quickly when she hears Alex clear her throat. Woah, woah, woah, Lena. Please dont say her name., Well, Im sorry, Kara, but shes his wife. As she steps toward one, her boot connects with something heavy. Lena, Im fine, Kara grits, pretending to wince. He can watch her face light up with colour as the sun breaks over the mountains, watch her eyes go all wide, and hell be able to think that hes found peace.". No! She screams, releasing a stream of heat vision inches from her head and through the wall. And recently, I have been overcome with the thoughts in your head. Which is? Mon-El asks, eyebrows raising. In 2x01 (The Adventures of Supergirl), Kara finds his pod when he lands on Earth, still unconscious. Kara takes a few more big breaths. How did she just kill her best friend? Her absence left a pain in his chest he had never felt before, a pain that had scared him into thinking something was wrong. Kara yawns, groaning. The war has ended, but Mon-El has lost all hope. Didnt pull them out of her skin. You should too. She turns to meet the rest of the group but Mon-El grabs her wrist, stopping her. Her eyebrows are together and they show the little wrinkle between her eyes. Hey, she whispers, finally smiling. But at a cost. What? She asks, screwing the top back on to the whiskey. Alex She gasps. Its a cooling system I installed so the DEO wont be able to pick up your heat signature on their radar. His voice echoes loudly, and he flinches at the sound of it. She was considered a terrorist threat. She leans forward and plants a quick peck. If an enemy finds out my identity is Kara Danvers, you will be their number one target. He belongs to her, and she belongs to him. For the moon boys all three of them found the one who was there equal. She took away everyone that I loved. Didnt know if it wanted to be saved or killed. No, he lied, Alex. Kara, please, Alex begs. The tall, built alien that she had fallen in love with. You too, Alex. But their grief would have to wait until this new enemy was extinguished. What will truly happen to the Christmas Tree Farm? She kept her head down and told herself she was fine. Ive missed you so much., He smiles, closing his eyes. You may have a safe city, the friends, the family. Never. She brings it down into the sink, then turns on the faucet. A hand pats her on the back and she straightens quickly, her eyes finding Mxys. You came with my daughter, you must be important, no matter who or where you come from. Mon-El nods. So what do I do?, You keep living. Alex, when Haley first arrived and was assigned to find Supergirls identity, she succeeded. Their first time together happened thanks to a drunken haze and an erotic fever. Their foreheads lean on each other, and his hands grip her waist and pull her closer. I just wanted to stop by, see how youre doing, Kara says as Lena pulls away, leading her to the chair in front of her desk. But now shes here. I care so much about both of you. Im here now. Mon-El decides, after a few months it was time for a surprise visit to National City. Kara watches her, brow furrowed and listening. I did it with Russel all the time., William sucks his teeth, thinking. I try, she says mockingly, flipping her hair and laughing. The corner of her mouth twitches. Where is he? she demands, storming into the center of the DEO. He raises his hands, looking around at where he is. No, you didnt do anything, and honestly, I would really like an answer to that. Coming to a new city and being the new guy its very isolating. He turns to her, watching as she continues looking out at the view. The next she was shoved so hard into the wall the drywall broke and she was embedded in the plaster. You are full of questions today, arent you? Kara says, placing her shoes under the seat. Trying to push my feelings aside but they are stronger than me. I need to figure out whether to tell her the truth or never tell her anything at all.. He shakes his head, reaching for her, but she dodges him. The future?, He sighs, already missing it. Im lying to you. I closed myself to the world and moved to National City and promised myself I would never love again.. What really happened in the Fortress?. Friendships are always harder than relationships. This one she might not come out of. I dont know, he starts. I chose reporting., No experience. Mon-El rushes to Imra and they kiss, Mon-El says that she is his wife. Two sisters together with the third far away, yet still so close. Hesitantly, she manages to sit up. Kara stands in heels and a tight black dress, hair curled slightly and a face of light makeup. She wants to use her. Being so high above her world. Lena, Im fine. And I let her. Mon-El opens his door, standing and stretching. Why do this? You know that. He sighs and leans into her hand, kissing her palm. Well, it was nice seeing you again, Maggie.. Her sister huffs, breathing heavily as she whimpers. With the box half full, she moves on to shirts. This incident could have happened anywhere to anyone and nobody would have seen it coming. Lena shakes her head in agreement, finally coming to terms with the truth. Mon-El sucks in a breath, looking around the room. You wont leave again?. The pressure of making sure every movement, every action was correct for the context they were in would send her into a downward spiral at the end of the day. But you dont have to worry anymore because I work for the president and not a media company. Lena rummages around in her purse for her keys, walking up to her front door. But what if there does come a battle where their mighty Girl of Steel doesnt win? Maybe that was the wrong question. Not off of straight alcohol, but Imra played a trick on his mind to make him tell the truth. It needed to be someone she would recognize, pick out of a crowd. She casually sips her wine. Or, so she thought. I know that. Kara opens her eyes, recalls everything that happened from the beginning of the crisis until now. What are you doing here?. His eyes close and he leans into it, but it starts to become more real, feeling real hands around him. Whats wrong? she repeats. He stands between the sisters. We decided to get married to help the planets, but now, Im realizing we dont have to be. But now she knows her friends true intentions. Kara was never supposed to know. Kara!, We would get there faster if you took her, you know that., I do. I missed you so much, she cries, tears rolling down her cheek and over Cats shoulder. If its worth it. Youre the only person who can see that. Kara and Guardian stand on either side of her, watching the crowd closely. I am constantly playing catchup to everything in my life. Im sorry for that. He tilts his head till it rests on hers, closing his eyes and leaning back on her. Kara Danvers & James "Jimmy" Olsen & Winn Schott Jr. Barry Allen & Kara Danvers & Oliver Queen, Crisis on Infinite Earths Crossover Event (CW DC TV Universe), Crisis On Earth-X Crossover Event (CW DC TV Universe), Post-Crisis on Infinite Earths Crossover Event (CW DC TV Universe), Eliza Danvers & Jeremiah Danvers & Lillian Luthor. Cant bring herself to do it. Clear, she whispers. Thats not-, No, Kara. And that I love you. He stretches a hand out to her again. She made you look weak. Ive never had one like you before.. Alex hesitates. Were talking about a woman who can make broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. Never asked., Lena chuckles. There was a madman banging on the doors to the entrance. Kara and Supergirl. She watches with a confused expression as his hand contracts forcefully around the piece. She wanted this time with him, needed time alone where he was telling the truth and nothing but it. I know you will.. Of course, I remember. Kara is fully awake now and tries to pry him off her but he doesnt budge. You deserve far worse for what youve done! It really has. He would tell her the truth, he knew that. Two things remain. She finds it, and when shes satisfied the woman she pretended to continue loving has no clue what is about to happen, she speaks. Is that my next stop? What happened to my sister? Alex asks, grabbing her by the shoulders and stalling. That wasnt her in Lenas office. Not from her. Kara I-. Standing in the middle of Lenas penthouse favoring one leg, observing her closely. And if I make a mistake, it needs to be my guilt if I accidentally take you down., You wont be able to have guilt, Jonn interjects, setting down his marker. What she wouldnt give to indulge in this fantasy. It was inevitable.. All right, Supergirl, Im in position, Alex states, pressing the stock of the rifle into her shoulder and looking down the scope. Kara!. I always talk out loud. Lying to Karas face and her believing every word she said was a high, and as much as she despised Kara for doing it first, she could understand why she did it for so long. Mon-El!. I spent a lot of time thinking about what you said to me. His eyes flutter and her head rises and falls as he sighs slowly, contently. I was so hurt. When she has two feet on the ground he smiles, eyebrows raised. What are you doing?, Alex sighs, taking in all her work. But there was only darkness in them then. She shakes her head, squeezing her eyes shut and letting out a sorrowful moan. Her eyes return to the cold blue they have become, and she pulls the Luthor out of the wall. He stops near a long metal table, a single man with a handlebar mustache and balding head checks over finished plates and hands them to staff, barking orders. 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